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Very good friends made comments on my post and now i feel very upset over this.

I mean this shouldn't really happened at all, but what?, do i just lie to myself just to make everyone else cool?

I'm sure reading other blogs out there, there may be cursing, cussing, putting down and shit but sometimes, the consequences do really hit when friends read it. I thought adding that to my blog i can release some of the things i don't want to live life for. But in return it made others feel bad, which I'm starting to blame myself 100%. Maybe I was being a dickhead, but I really hope the person don't feel bad or upset, cos I don't blame 'my friend' for anything. Known them for so long now and they were always the helping hand, I know they won't do such a thing, unlike we all know who.

I only had a problem in general, yes in general (included is everyday experience into this) but lastnight was only 'ONE' incident. I was upset over the feelings that i had, and not the people that were there to 'shape' this feeling. I want to give the person a BIGGGGGGGGGGGG HUG if we were still kids, but if i were to do so, that person would probably think I'm gay as a result over all this.

Anyways, you people can talk behind your backs or whatever I do not want to care because I can't. I do really deserve for the knife to my back (please try to be gentle and not the bottom).

When i see you guys, I hope everything is cool, but if I don't see you guys, that's my problem as I probably don't have the face to see you friends.
Peas